Bow down in obeisance- shoulders drooping, spirits dissipating,
Sense of self meanders like someone searching his way out of a maze,
pushed against a fence. Zig Zag, Zig Zag…
Society’s grisly gaze pierces through her making her gag.
Smile– never sardonic but a generous grin,
Be a ‘good girl’.
Lashing out undeterred is a blasphemy- a sin.
Surrender-you must, your happiness comes last,
A woman is defined by her sacrifices,
Not her sincere intentions or how she has been steadfast.
Pretend-at every step of the way,
It is not terribly taxing to put up a face,
A dainty doll, you must obey.
Reminisce– more than you like to admit,
Of times gone by,
The old tape’s black curls turn and rewind, and you sigh.
There standing in a green garbed land is a little girl,
Untarnished, unscathed and unburdened
by the world’s sinister snarl.
Rewind– travel back to the summery sojourn,
When you could be yourself,
And when your journey had just begun.
First Published on : ArtoonsInn